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[Mar. 14th, 2005|10:46 pm] |
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| | silence --- wow i'm emo? | ] |
i seriously need to get my mind off looks. its like an obsession i have, i dont know why i am so obsessed w/ looks! i always feel like i need to look the best and when i dont i feel like sooooooooo shity! its the weirdest thing. and i never realized until like a couple of weeks ago how much i notice and say " wow, shes really pretty" or "omg hes SO hot". what is wrong w/ me? i seriously dont know what to do. i feel inside like really that if i was a hotter person i would be more happy. i know thats wrong and materialistic but i can't help it! uhhhh i just wish i was good looking! |
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[Mar. 13th, 2005|09:17 pm] |
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| |  peaceful | ] |
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| | bush gardens commercial, its in my head!!! | ] |
well then, the auditions went good. i was soooo nervous cause connxion intimidates the heck out of me anyways so. but it went well and everyone was pretty good, no one really sucked at all! actually everyone was pretty good! and i was so glad b/c i love that type of jazz and it was my style all the way.
but we had to freestyle after we auditioned the dance and it was such a suprise and i felt so stupid b/c i had no idea what to do. and i feel much better when suave explaied to us that everyone was good and if we didn't get picked to be in it its just because we weren't the type they were looking for for the part. ya feel me? anyways, i feel much better about it all and my mommy bought me a frapacinno cause she felt bad for me cause i was so nervous. hahaha, i love her.
peace out ladies and gents. |
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[Mar. 12th, 2005|06:42 pm] |
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| | u got served youngin/son/cuz | ] |
well today is kinda cool b/c i think i am starting to like someone. i went and preformed at this homeschool convention. it was coool
tomarrows THE ROMES AND JULES AUDITIONS! i am sooooo excited!!!!!!!!! like beyond excited! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i am also really nervous b/c i really want to make a good part and well if i dont, i will probably cry and i am not kiding.
jazz means everyting to me.
ok, well i'm just gonna watch u got served b/c its on hbo and its a funny movie. lata |
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[Mar. 12th, 2005|10:29 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | rock steady --- nd | ] |
yo guys
yesterday went shopping w/ kayal, love her to death! and then i went and saw meet the fockers for the second time w/ tim and emily. hahaha it was funny.
went to alexadras b-day par-ta last night. it was cool. we went to tango in down town naperville and chowed down on some gormet food. yum yum. and then we went cosmic bowling randomly. haha, i was the only one who really dressed up so i looked really stupid bowling in a nice skirt and all that but it was all good. i won the first game! whot! and then i tragically came in last for the second game.
man it snowed last night! omg it snowed! i got dizzy watching the snow come towrds us in the car! anyways, fun night last night. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2005|01:37 pm] |
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| | rachael yamgada | ] |
well my old account expired and junk so here be my new one! yay!~ |
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